Fake Love

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Tansee: You probably know that I got a LEA grant….

SaveMe Oh: No, as I am banned now everywhere I hear nothing about LEA anymore

Tansee: Oh dear,,,, what did you do?

SaveMe Oh: Fight fascism

Tansee: Hugs you

SaveMe Oh: And fighting the ones who collaborate with the dictatorship, people like you. Who dont mind to lick the fuckers

Tansee: I want to feature the best particle artists in early SL and feel like you should be included. I would feature a picture and some bio info…

SaveMe Oh: First liberate me

Tansee: I wanted to include you… but I understand…

SaveMe Oh: No you don’t understand. If you did you would do all you could to get my ban lifted. Instead you prefer to throw particles in the air year after year in a dictatorship. It’s a choice

Tansee: I am now more private…. I prefer quiet creativity

SaveMe Oh: Dictatorshops always have a lot of those private personalities who like to close their eyes

Tansee: I will always love you… 🙂

SaveMe Oh: Yes, I can feel it in my exile.

Payback Time

After Roxy Gellar has been exposed as a nasty person she doesn’t hide in a corner to lick her wounds and come back as a better person but she decides it’s time for some defamation. First she aims at Robert69 Little in an attempt to hurt his feelings as good as she can, after it’s Echo Starship who is at once not a good musician anymore. At once Roxy is the expert on good taste and thinks she can decide who makes music and who doesn’t. Who is an artist and who isn’t. Imagine this woman is organising your event.

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Roxy Gellar : A few days ago I offered Echo Starship of Skopje, Macedonia a deal.

Learn a song, play it live on his ConcertWindow.com account and I would give him the password to my SL avatar to do with as he pleases. In other words, prove you can play an actual (what everyone recognizes as a) song and I would let him delete my account. He failed.

This week’s challenge is the same. Learn and play live Free Bird by Lynyrd Skynyrd, play it live on ConcertWindow.com, facebook live, or YouTube Live and the bet still stands.

SaveMe Oh: Since when making music is about being able to produce a song, what a narrow-minded definition of performing, Roxy Gellar. I hope you won’t challenge me to wear a 3 store building live. The reward to be you, after winning the bet, is like having to drink a glass of your pee instead of a bottle of champagne.

Roxy Gellar: There is a different between random noises and music.

SaveMe Oh: What counts in art is what touches you, what a performer can achieve. It is totally irrelevant how its done or with what skills. I know guitar players who can produces 10 notes per second which would put you asleep on the spot. Especially in a virtual world were you can’t see the performer live I don’t mind for a second if somebody pushes the play button of a pre-recorded tape as long the music is touching me. When I want to see a RL artist I can buy a ticket and go to a concert. In virtual worlds its a non-issue

Roxy Gellar: Touches you with piss I suppose. You seem to have a fixation on that.

SaveMe Oh: I have a fixation with art. Piss can be a part of that.

To All The Snakes I Loved Before

Roxy Gellars love letters to Echo Starship, Cat Boucher and Deceptions Digital

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To Echo Starship

Roxy Gellar: It was YOUR tolerance for SaveMe Oh that created the issue. It was your refusal to have integrity that allows for more damage to be done. You were tolerant of SaveMe’s griefing (as well as hosting her) and her griefing The DoveRhode. As a result I was banned. It was your selfishness that destroyed a valuable friendship and support for you, you, Echo, have to earn respect and your mercenary approach and self centered exploitation destroyed any you may have had in the bank.

You forget, I’ve been King of the Mountain in the real world. I know what it takes. And there is a time limit to get there except for rare exceptions. For the most part, I advise, don’t quit your day job, kid.

Laugh it up. Maybe learn a few songs if you can.

You go on to your Mexican boys… I mean Cat’s Circus (same thing really). It’s a’ cause of you that I’m like this!

Don’t get the wrong idea. It’s just that you suck but you suck less than other options in virtual reality for those dates and times that I’m aware of currently.

Oh I am so tempted to open up a can of Truth on an ungrateful cartoon boy named Echo. But it’s all so obvious. Such is life. This is why only the most sad alcoholics like Cat Blow Job Boucher are slaves to their virtual reality addiction spaces through out the week for months and years on end.

It’s. A. Game. And real musicians do not depend on it as their primary source or outlet of creativity.

Seriously though, Echo. Can you play even ONE! Just ONE! One song that anyone would recognize as a song? Melody, rhythm… you know, structure, three verses, bridge, chorus. I really don’t think so.

It would be a hoot to hear something like Sweet Home Alabama or Taking Care of Business. I don’t think I’ve EVER heard you play any chord known to man.

He can’t do it.

 

To Cat Boucher

Roxy Gellar: OH MY GAWD! This is hilarious. You didn’t start the war? You ARE THE WAR. Sad and silly… but it’s all you regardless. I am amused to see you and your minions seeing things that aren’t there. Your mental illness, Blow Job Boucher’s alcoholism, and your lil circle’s group psychosis is getting much worse. And much more amusing.

Hello folks out there in reader land, you see SaveMe Oh, Blow Job Boucher, maybe a minion or two WANT me to use their names, post their attacks and videos because they want free publicity. This reaction for example is going to be reposted without my permission as photos were used without permission.

But I’m long over it. I’m almost never in SL anymore frankly, except to do things that are totally unrelated to music events. There’s a big old world out there, you’re missing it.

Thank you for giving me so much importance in your life! I don’t even have to be online and I’m the center of your attention. You see me there when I’m not.

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To Deceptions Digital and Echo Starship

Roxy Gellar:  There are exceptions. And then there is evidence of this Truth. For example, DeceptionsDigital And Echo Starship, two virtual reality gamers. For an extended amount of months, maybe even years, whenever I was in Second Life, one or the other would IM at least once a week and ask me to host a concert for them. Echo begging me to add him to an established event billing routinely.

Because I felt it was a respectful and warranted expense I would pay them even though they were disrupting my plans for my time in virtual reality. And essentially asking me to do work I hadn’t planned on. This is above and beyond creating graphics, posting to SL Events and facebook events, and posting to up to 6 in world groups as well as up to 18 facebook groups.

They got the attention from others they were really looking for in asking me to host and promote them. And I was fine with that. But their gratitude was very short lived.

To DD’s credit she would kick back 500L. Echo is a taker. Never did he tip the venue or give me any form of gratuity.

Fake News

Last night, I logged into SL, mistakenly using an option called “Last Location.” Materializing in a music venue, I stay for about 3 minutes. When the annoying “hi” and “hello everybody” and “hi all” started I left. An hour or so later I get this IM from the musician who was playing a live music set.

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LaidBack Celt: Why do you even come for half a song and leave? Do you have any idea how arrogant that comes off?

SaveMe Oh: Hey you overrated pseudo artist, you got a severe case of way too much secondlife addiction. I accidentally logged into the last location.. it happens…dont take everything too personally, and you might live a healthier happier life. Cheers!

LaidBack Celt: No… you’re just a cunt, you do it consistently….you are predictable… you arrive… I say many great things about you because you actually ARE an awesome performance artist… but, you really are a fucking cunt. I think it’s time I unfriend you and stop trying to be nice. Fuck you very much

SaveMe Oh: First of all, thx for the kind words. I’m not gonna argue with you as you cearly are having a bad day. But do you have an idea how many musicians are begging me to appear at their shitty concerts because otherwise they won’t have an audience at all?

LaidBack Celt: First of all… you are a cunt, serioulsy, girl… I have always tried to like you because I love your talent… but, you always come off as an arrogant, self-righteous brat. I don’t know how else to say it. But, I wonder… why????

SaveMe Oh: Cool….and you are addicted to creating imaginary drama. Its all good but remember; I am the real dramaqueen here.

LaidBack Celt: You may be surprised to find how many people think you are an arrogant, fucking cunt. I just love your talent. I wish you could be a decent human being. Then I could support you again.

SaveMe Oh: Poor me, I am surrounded by musicians who wing their shows, ass kiss to make tips, and repeat setlists like its branson. if you think I give a shit about opinions of other “musicians” or “artists”who live in secondlife to kill time and fuck, you are sadly mistaken.

Collaborating With The Enemy

For long there are people preaching for peace in secondlife but behind their masks you can find the biggest dictators of all, sneaky they ban you for years and without remorse they play the peace dove and rescuer of the world.

May I help you

The DoveRhode is one of these snakes and when she launched another hypocrite slogan for last nights concert: “Peace is a choice” I had no other option than ask my dear friends for some solidatity with the oppressed SaveMe Oh. Obvious my friends Morlita Quan and Echo Starship had no problem with playing in DoveRhodes dictatorship, nor did my friends Glasz DeCuir, DD and Iono Allen mind very much I was banned there. Time to ask for some solidarity.

And was it a miracle? There was Roxy Gellar, who was also banned in full attack mode. We both had to take our measures from behind banlines.

 

SaveMe Oh: Unban me, peace is a choice

MonaByte 😦 NO HABLO INGLÉS DISCULPA

SaveMe Oh: Is that what Generalisimo Franco always said?

MonaByte: si entiendo lo de PAZ!

SaveMe Oh: dajame entrar guapa, que voy a darte un abrazo!”

 

SaveMe Oh: tell the dictatorship to unban me

Iono Allen: it’s the DoveRhode. No chance I suppose

SaveMe Oh: Use force

Iono Allen: lol

 

SaveMe Oh: tell the dictatorship to unban me

Glasz DeCuir: Ask Apmel

SaveMe Oh: Its an order

 

SaveMe Oh: Did something strange happen to you?

Glasz DeCuir: You sent us to fly

SaveMe Oh: Me??????? I am banned

Glasz DeCuir I dont know how but i am sure you did it, was you?

SaveMe Oh: Me?????????

Glasz DeCuir:Iono is very angry

SaveMe Oh: Because they ban me? What a hero.

 

Iono Allen: Do you think it’s Save?

Glasz DeCuir:Yes

Iono Allen: She is more stupid than I thought

Glasz DeCuir: She is childist too 🙂

Iono Allen: This is stupidity. If it is her doing this, I am very disappointed, I must say.

Glasz DeCuir: lol, enjoy the feeling of flying :))

Iono Allen: And I will stop every project I have on her.

Glasz DeCuir: Ask her, and dont be so hard. Is my intuition, maybe I am wrong

Iono Allen: She never did that, so I am surprised

Glasz DeCuir: Why you get so angry?

Iono Allen: I hate stupidity.

 

Glasz DeCuir: Now i think he is really angry with me too 😦

SaveMe Oh: Good, people collaborating with dictatorships have no excuse. Somebody must have kicked him offline. Poor thing.

Glasz DeCuir: Echo sent this evidence, it was TrillianTraal

SaveMe Oh: Trillian is Roxy’s alt

Glasz DeCuir:Yes so, my excuses madam

SaveMe Oh: You dont know but this is getting very funny. I dont see Trillian here in the sim

Glasz DeCuir: Just at the otherside of the sim from you, look minimap, NW. You will have to battle with her 🙂

 

Petitefleur: I’ll kill you, bye bye stupid, you suck

SaveMe Oh: You should prepare better text when you fly

Petitefleur: You suck

SaveMe Oh: Watch your language

 

DD: Are you pushing me in the sky? Ithought it was an alt of Roxy but if you do…. i didn’t expected you would

SaveMe Oh: Me?????????

DD: so answer, ok you didn’t, then Roxy has an alt here i dont know

SaveMe Oh: A peace lover like me who doesnt mind all her friends support dictatorships?

DD: she want to see Echo and Morli and me dead she wrote on facebook. i left facebook

SaveMe Oh: Well, that must be a difference, I hate collaborators with dictatorships but I dont want them dead, I want to educate them.

DD: i only be here to listen Morli, i am not in drama, not after 11 years in sl lol

SaveMe Oh: I am here to fight dictatorships especially when they advertice for peace

DD: you are free to do what you want its not my way, my way is to listen the music only

SaveMe Oh: Try a radio

DD:  i dont understand why u are talking like that to me, i thought we understand each other

SaveMe Oh: Understanding hopefully also means knowing about solidarity

DD: as you i do what i want and i live my own life

SaveMe Oh: Yes, and I will fight for you too when your rights are in danger, if you like it or not

DD: my rights are in danger? my right is to be here and listen and noone should push me in the sky

SaveMe Oh: You are listening inside a dictatorship, one day you might be the victim

DD: i live now and not in one day. there is not only black and white there is also grey

SaveMe Oh: When you collaborate with dictatorships you always turn very very grey. Must be 50 shades of grey

DD: i don t collaborate at this moment i am only here and i am free to be here

SaveMe Oh: Being there is collaborating with people who kill your friends. Luckily I am not completely dead yet

DD: As i said i am not in any faction

 

JC Underwood: Tell me are  you the one sending us in air?

SaveMe Oh: Would you love that darling?

JC Underwood: i put movement lock on long time ago

SaveMe Oh: And does it work well?

JC Underwood: better than first time

 

Ataro Asbrink: Can you please stop this?

SaveMe Oh: Is the dictatorship you are in under attack? OMG

 

SaveMe Oh: Are you coming to bring peace?

The DoveRhode: You such a head trip

SaveMe Oh: Can you unban me? I might be in time for Echo’s concert

 

Then Roxy Gellar and The DoveRhode appear next to me behind the banlines I was locked up. To orbit or not to orbit was the question.

SaveMe Oh: You also see the banlines? Its not nice you orbit people Roxy

The DoveRhode: Why do you do this.,..thought we are friends all theses years Roxy?? So harsh

Roxy Gellar: I did nothing you banned me

The DoveRhode: So rude to come here and trash my guests

SaveMe Oh: Omg Roxy, you are banned too?

Roxy Gellar: It was SaveMe and you know it.

The DoveRhode: Nothing better to do than this?

Roxy Gellar: You banned me, some friend

The DoveRhode: Others saw on the huds you bounce them around

SaveMe Oh: Well, you might deserve a ban Roxy, but still I will defend your freedom too

The DoveRhode: Such insanity

SaveMe Oh: Peace is a choice Dove, never ban people

Roxy Gellar: Bullshit

SaveMe Oh: Dictators do that

Roxy Gellar: Whatever you want to believe to allow SaveMe to go on.

The DoveRhode: You come here and treat us like crap

Roxy Gellar: It was happening before I arrived, Im sure, Cunt!

The DoveRhode: I am not here to be the mom

Roxy Gellar: Yet here you are

The DoveRhode: I made a concert of others to enjoy

Roxy Gellar: You banned me and I had done nothing

SaveMe Oh: I would be glad to make it even more enjoyable

The DoveRhode: Standing around bouncing my guests is BS, why you need a excuse to do this? Now I am so sad.

SaveMe Oh: Dove, when you didnt ban people, we all could make free choices

Roxy Gellar: You banned me… your guests were being griefed before I even arrived

The DoveRhode: And SaveMe has done this to me for 7 years

Roxy Gellar: You stupid cow

The DoveRhode: To much hate

SaveMe Oh: I dont hate, I give

Roxy Gellar: Dove, You’re banned from any of my future events

The DoveRhode: Sorry Roxy alts or not

Roxy Gellar: But since you banned me without reason?

The DoveRhode: Is not acceptable on this land

Roxy Gellar: I’m happy you’re out here as well

SaveMe Oh: Roxy alt is TrillianTraal, was here too

Roxy Gellar: Fuck you

The DoveRhode: Sorry all this hate is inside of people

SaveMe Oh: Dove, unban people and love them

Roxy Gellar: I’m sorry you’re so stupid

The DoveRhode: Over 7 years of this hater drama

SaveMe Oh: And when Roxy makes her goat noises, just mute her

Roxy Gellar: Right whatever you say… you were always welcome at my venue

The DoveRhode: To much and how can any RL person be so mean

SaveMe Oh: Peace is a choice

Roxy Gellar: And I supported your venue s well

The DoveRhode: Fault finding , arrogance

Roxy Gellar: How can you be so mean?

The DoveRhode: sick

Roxy Gellar: sick

 

SaveMe Oh: Hey Roxy, changed avi?

TrillianTraal: …….

 

From Facebook:

Roxy Gellar: Well, Dove Rhodes can go fuck herself now as well. SaveMe was griefing Peace is a Choice and Dove banned me. I’m really running out of people I have a use for in SL.

I expect to see my account suspended while Dove and other stupid cunts continue to allow SaveMe Oh to be a spoiled brat.

I’m so done with the bullshit and the drama. That’s the end of it, the expense and time to create events for people who are friends of these cunts? How could I have wasted so much of my life?

La Barbie Boheme

My dear friend Francesco Bonetto from the Italianverse sim is an opera lover and he will do everything possible to bring classical music to the attention of the bunch of Italian dumbo’s he is surrounded with. Francesco’s problem is, he has no idea how to bring opera alive in a virtual world so he comes up with the sad recreation of an existing opera. No artistic vision, no intrigue, no edge. Just some dressed up avatars who “play Barbie” with lousy animations on a shitty stage. The result is that the Italian bimbo’s do nothing else than taking pics of each other so they can tag each other on facebook to prove they were there.

As I admire Francesco in his attempt to bring culture to the bimbo avatars who are only focused on their new mesh bodies and latest skin updates I decided to save him.

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I jumped on the stage, played some improvised scenes with him and made sure the audience attention was attracted to the OHne and OHnly SaveMe Oh, proving in 10 minutes what is theatre making all about…….MESMERING DRAMA that triggers an emotional reaction from the audience. I was banned and eject!

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Divide And Rule

After a period in which she disappeared from the event organising Roxy Gellar found it necessary to make a comeback in the spotlights. Only what to do with SaveMe Oh who became an absolute megastar during her absence? She decided to a Machiavellian master plan. She would allow SaveMe Oh to enter to perform with DD, Morlita or Echo Starship and kick her out when it’s time for Ultralight Alter and others who still didn’t see the light. A bright example of the Machiavellian way of dictatorship; divide and rule.

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Friends I brought along to make it an international exchange of creative minds like Cherry Manga also had to suffer. Everybody who might have the slightest sympathy for SaveMe Oh had to fear immediate expulsion.

That the sim acted weird after the banning of SaveMe Oh and Cherry Manga was not the hand of Cheesus, but of course Roxy put the blame completely to SaveMe Oh.

“SaveMe Oh is grieving Ush Underwood from behind her ban lines” Roxy screamed, forgetting that Ush is SaveMe’s neighbour for maybe more than 5 years and their exchange of cups of sugar is almost legendary.

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Roxy is by far one of the sickest persons in SL and that’s why she is my number one patient for salvation. My apologies to everyone for not be able to cure her yet, but I will keep on trying the best I can.

In the mean time she is still not feeling well as can be read in her facebook rants:

Roxy Gellar: I’m cancelling Morlita Quan and Echo Starship if they can’t prevent SaveMe and her griefers from destroying things. As of now, without any guarantees. The event is cancelled. I have fucking bent over backwards trying to do what would make you people happy. Have your event at Echo’s and Fuck You!

Yesterday SaveMe Oh, Glasz, and Cherry Manga… with perhaps with some others griefed Wizards Retreat. Before closing the doors to my various stages in January of 2016, I was able to keep SaveMe at bay. But there were too many of them and so the sim apparently crashed along with a performance by Ultraviolet being disrupted 30 minutes into the set.

DeceptionsDigital, Echo Starship, and Morlita Quan among others have been not just turning a blind eye. It some instances they have been argumentatively supportive of the abuse SaveMe heaps on people. All this after what I thought were long standing friendships, more importantly significant tips, fees, and many hours in support of these virtual “rock stars.”

I will give someone dozens of chances. I want to believe that deep down everyone is basically good. That isn’t true. And this is a lesson I have to learn time and again until I have no other conclusion than to sever all ties and contact. DeceptionsDigital, Echo Starship, Morlita Quan, and their relatively small group of hangs on are now dead to me.

To be honest, as a whole these individuals named above aren’t different in any significant quality from the clients of a recover program where I provided support to Homeless people. Quite the same behaviors and characteristics as homeless duo-diagnosed addicts and alcoholics with sever mental and emotional disorders I provided counseling to in San Francisco. Nearly identical dynamics as people temporarily living in the residential program where I was employed.

Roxy’s diagnosis about SaveMe Oh: Clearly indications of a wide range of personality disorders along with your emotional troubles, mental impairment as well though high functioning. I think it’s safe to assume that without channeling your illness(s) into virtual reality, that you would be a danger to yourself and other people. In fact, you might still be a risk to the community.

Ask your doctor to explore medication options as well as enrollment in a CBT group. You might actually be capable of improving, but in all honesty, you aren’t really capable of improvement. If you were a client, it would be my responsibility to provide optimism. But you’re not, so you get Truth.

The Pixel Pollution Of The “Playing” Musician

The playing musician avatar is maybe the biggest pollution of all in the live painted picture done by SaveMe Oh. Those musicians add zero to the image. Worsed are the ones behind a keyboard pretending they touch a key which produces music while in reality they sit at home pressing some buttons. I am very happy with a musician like A Limb who comes off the stage and mingle with the rest of the audience so the painted environment is the most coherent.

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Very painfull for the eye are also their big begging tip baskets which are mostly of an ugliness that would make your eyes explode. Why not tip the musician directly? If a groupie really insist of seeing the pixelated pseudo playing artist without the live painting, secondlife offers them all tools they need, mute and derender and you will never see a glimps of SaveMe Oh anymore. Last but not last we have to mention the sim owners who pollute the painted picture huge with their buildings. Its like painting a Dali but with Cat C. Boucher‘forced up circus or mushrooms in every paiting you see, A very negative way of product placement. Be brave and clean up all your buildings in your inventory when SaveMe Oh comes along. When she has left put it back and enjoy it as much as you want as everybody deserves some ugliness once in a while.

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