What To Read During Holidays?

I think I will start with this from Juicy Bomb.

Save God

Watching John Fall

When I joined the LEA committee as an adviser, John had the same position. At that time, he hadn’t shown up to the first meeting I attended, thus it was discussed about removing privileges from him since he was away. I didn’t realize it then, but one of the senior committee members, JMB Balogh, started grooming me to vote against John keeping his privileges.

In a private Discord chat, she told me that John had threatened her and fellow panel member, Secret Rage, “many times”. She didn’t go into what the threats were or how they were said. Still, I was aghast at this and wondered how they kept him on the committee at all. John then posted a letter in the LEA Google Groups site, stating someone had shown him the chat about removing his rights and that he was never contacted about anything. He seemed betrayed and very upset.

JMB became angry and grilled me in a private chat to see if I was the one who spoke to John. No one spoke up about who did it, so it was never revealed who was the culprit.

John resigned shortly afterwards. I had the inkling that someone pushed him to resign; he’s an emotional guy, and someone knew doing this to him would make him quit. But I kept those thoughts to myself and went on with training at LEA.

Hostility Over A Suggestion

LEA had a round of voting to allocate land to artists for its 13th batch of AiR grants. There were 30-something applicants; although my vote weighed less due to me being an adviser instead of a full member of the panel, I was still allowed to participate and become a liaison for the winners (which means, I would assist land grant artists if they had questions or needed help).

I also had an idea about promoting LEA to rl art media sites. I felt LEA needed better recognition; just courting blogging sites and machinima websites wasn’t going to do it, especially with artists like Marina Ambrovic and Jeff Koons co-opting the digital exhibit idea already pioneered in Second Life. After suggesting this, the panel liked the idea and said it was my project.

During the 13th round of voting, I saw several artists who seemed familiar to the voting process doing something strange–they were leaving direct notes in their apps for the panelists to read. Mostly this was listed where artists were to link their portfolio. Some 3D artists, instead, were inviting LEA members to view a “sneak peek” of their upcoming work. In fact, they wrote panelists’ names; some, who weren’t even with LEA any longer.

I thought it was weird and brought it up in the LEA Discord chat to discuss there first. My point was that a friendly reminder for people not to write notes like that in their apps would help to keep better distance between judges and applicants, in case the Lab ever looked over the apps in an audit.

Two people understood what I was saying (Patti and LaPiscean), but had different reactions. Patti felt I misunderstood the notes, while LaPiscean agreed and wanted me to bring it up at a meeting. I waited for the next panel meeting to take place, which was about every two weeks. When I did, I received a surprise.

At the next meeting, I was accused by JMB and Secret of causing trouble when I brought up the notes issue. I was shocked–was I not supposed to speak up about these things as an adviser? While LaPiscean still understood my stance, he explained they couldn’t address this publicly. It was best to let it go and move on.

JMB and Secret were set against me for the rest of the meeting, bringing up whatever they could to try and get me in trouble. It didn’t work and I was defended by Patti. By the time the meeting ended, I was angry. I told Patti about it, who said she had spoken to JMB about her tone. LaPiscean said I had to “earn my wings” with them.

I approached JMB and Secret separately and told them to never talk to me like that again, then turned in the resulting logs to Patti. In response, Secret posted a mass email to the entire group saying I had threatened her. When I asked Patti or LaPiscean to correct her over this lie, neither one of them did anything.

Pressure and Escalation

I had taken on a project to translate the LEA Sandbox rules into Spanish; I spoke a conversational amount but ended up needing help with translating certain terms anyway. When a fellow Second Life user came to my rescue, I thanked her by granting her a portrait to show my appreciation.

There was a meeting called at 2am (for 12 hours later) by one of the panelists. Although we had a deadline for me to finish the translation in two weeks’ time, the panel wanted me to turn the translation in that day. I told them a meeting called in less than 24 hours wouldn’t net me giving them work; it was unfair to expect that of me.

The next meeting, I turned the TOS translation in. But they wanted more. JMB suddenly recalled me having taken on the project of all the translations. Patti suddenly could not remember and seemed confused. I said no, because I only knew Spanish. They kept pressuring me to take the work, and I kept refusing. Then I told them, they can’t demand this of me and then be rude to me at the same time and call me a troublemaker. This is when they got upset and implied I shouldn’t be on the panel anymore. I told them I just wanted some basic respect, not to be lied about, and not pressured to go above and beyond for them while being treated badly.

JMB told me I had to “earn respect” with them.

I told them I had asked a mole to find a Linden to help me with this issue. They got upset and said it was against the rules to speak to people outside of LEA about LEA business. I pointed out that this is Linden business, and it is not against the rules to seek help for a situation in LEA gone awry.

What Secret Rage said then disheartened me: “They aren’t interested-we have 2 in our email thread with nary a peep.”

In other words, they knew they could do this to people and they would get away with it. This is why they have so far.

They held another meeting afterwards, locked me out, and passed me a note asking me to resign. I refused. Suddenly, everything from John’s push-out made sense; JMB had lied about the threats in order to turn my opinion against him. I had gotten played like a fiddle and was now the target of their next bout of harassment.

Afterwards, LaPiscean had this to say to me in a private chat: “Patti and I were outvoted. [JMB] will be on her way to give you the bad news, if she hasn’t already. But I am making moves so that this cannot happen to others.”

Recognizing Abuse Online

Isolation, deception, implied threats, and trying to limit your outreach to authority for help. This is abuse. And when you’re dealt this as a means of proving your worth to receive some kind of promotion or acceptance, that’s hazing. Straight up. Looking back, it’s crystal clear to me.

I know John and I aren’t the first people to deal with this. Many artists who deal with LEA believe the panel exercises bias when doling out grants. I went in believing maybe people just didn’t see the other side of what happens in planning and awarding grants, but I was horribly dismayed to find their assumptions were true–and so much more.

I’m leaving this entry here to warn others against dealing with any of the panel members here. If you do, document everything. Find a Linden to turn it into… if you can, because my efforts to even find a Linden to listen to this tale have been unsuccessful. If you’re out there, a Linden reading this? I’ve got logs to back up what I’m saying.

The Linden Endowment for the Arts is a mess. I have no idea what it’s going to take to clean it up. A rotating group of curators who vote in projects when it’s time? A smaller panel whose only job is not voting, but janitorial duties who works with the temporary panel of curators? A Linden on the panel to keep an eye on everybody? To wipe this program and start over, and not let SL users control app files and archives this time?

Whatever LL does, next time they need to make sure the committee doesn’t get so comfortable with itself that it resorts to hazing and power plays to control others. We would all be a lot better without that. ☆

Bonus: Questions

  • “Why haven’t LEA members done anything about this?” Per LaPiscean, they know what’s going on but it seems to be an issue of voting majority. It’s going to take enough to stop this from happening. Some of the quieter members are also averse to confrontation.
  • But I don’t see evidence of wrongdoing.” Thankfully, the quotes I listed show they are aware of their actions; they just don’t want to fix it.
  • “Would you return to LEA if they installed a new committee?” Nope. I don’t even feel people should mess with the panel anymore at all unless a Linden is keeping an eye on them. As a group, they just aren’t trustworthy at this point.
  • “Why do you care about this at all?” In a way, people are paying for this program. LL provides 20-something free sims for LEA to play with. That money’s coming from somewhere, and it isn’t the employees’ pockets.

Yo Mama Is A Big Fuck

The polite answer of a LEA member on the legitimate question by Josef K., questions on which he never got an answer since 2015

LaPiscean Liberty: Christ, girlfriend, that was June of last yr. Can we get by this.

SaveMe Oh: I am not your girlfriend, christ doesn’t exist, but we can’t be sure anymore that you are not Steve Bannon or Donald Trump

LaPiscean Liberty: If your not my girlfriend. please stay the fuck off my wall then 🙂

SaveMe Oh: Answer the questions you big fuck!

LaPiscean Liberty: Yo mama is a big fuck 🙂

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SaveMe Oh: Pity you are so busy blaming Trump and behave yourself as his twin brother.

LaPiscean Liberty: Go lay down somewhere Save, I dont have the time for banter
SaveMe Oh: Pull yourself out of LEA, you liar dictator, after we can talk about laying down.
LaPiscean Liberty: Initiate a full Senate Investigation if you looking for answers, I am really someone else.  Just like you.
SaveMe Oh: My someone else is not a hypocrite like yours.
Below one more time the questions  LaPiscean and others find so hard to answer:

Today I have posted some questions to The LEA Committee using their contact form on the Linden Endowment for the Arts website:

To

Jay Jay Jegatheva Jegathesan, Joanna Balogh, Fred LaPiscean Walton, Oberon Onmura, PatriciaAnne Daviau, Secret Rage and Solo Mornington

In October 2015 Ziki Questi had a question for Secret Rage in the Second Life “LEA Art Sandbox” group:

Ziki Questi: Secret, where are the beginning dates of terms of committee members posted? I see there is a 2 year term, with a maximum of two terms to be served contiguously.

However, Secret Rage didn’t get a chance to put an answer to that question as Solo Mornington stepped in:

Solo Mornington: Ziki: I’m pretty sure we don’t have that posted anywhere. We really should.

With reference to the exchange of words I have some follow-up questions:

1) How come that information is still not available for the public?

2) A couple of days ago I raised the question in LEA’s ‘LEA Linden Endowment for the Arts’ group on Facebook. How come you chose to eject me from the group instead of answering my question?

3) Despite the maximum 2-term service as described in the LEA Bylaws Jay Jay Jegatheva Jegathesan has so far been a LEA Committee member for 3 terms. What are the arguments for keeping Jay Jay as a committee member overruling the LEA Bylaws?

In June 2015 member of the LEA Committee, Solo Mornington, attacked and griefed an event in my gallery. In November 2015 the LEA Committee held a meeting where Solo’s action was discussed.

1) Which members of the LEA Committee attended that meeting?

2) With reference to the LEA Bylaws section 7.2 what was the arguments for acknowledging Solo Mornington’s attack and griefing as an ethical acceptable act in accordance with the bylaws reflecting the LEA mission?

3) Would the LEA Committee kindly send me a summary of the meeting?

Yours sincerely
– Josef K

AND……

 

What’s going on in the LEA Committee?

Is the LEA Bylaws just words without content?

In the LEA Bylaws it says:

“4.1.1 There will be a maximum of eleven (11) and a minimum of seven (7) Committee Members once the number goes below seven (7) elections will take place.”

– For quite some time there has been less than 7 members in the LEA Committee and yet no election has taken place. Are the LEA Committee members not committed to follow their own bylaws?

In the LEA Bylaws it also says:

“5.1.5 Term for Committee Members shall be 2 years (commencing with the ratification of these bylaws).

5.1.6 Committee Members may serve up to 2 terms.

5.1.7 After 2 terms, Committee Members may be moved to Ex Officio status.”

– So far 3 members of the LEA Committee have exceeded those terms as PatriciaAnne Daviau has been a member of the LEA Committee since at least January 2013 and Jayjay Zifanwe (Jay Jay Jegatheva Jegathesan) and LaPiscean Liberty since at least April 2012. How come they are still a part of the LEA Committee?

– And how come nobody seems to care about LEA Committee members violating the LEA Bylaws?

– And how come Draxtor Despres doesn’t do some critical journalism about the way LEA is run instead of spending time doing “don’t worry, be happy” journalism?

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And by the way: Did the LEA Committee remove the LEA Bylaws from their website to cover up what’s going on?

The New Fucker On The Block

A good junta always succeed to put new motherfuckers on the chairs of the cowards who left in silence when they realise they contributed to a fascist regime. Solo Mornington, LaPiscean Liberty and others all left in silence to be replaced by bigger assholes with even less scruples. The ones who don’t ask questions but just pull the trigger. New stars like Secret Rage and JMB Balogh, secretly instructed by PatriciaAnne Daviau, who showed in an earlier post about LEA she is a big Donald Trump supporter.

Of course these string puppets can hold their position by frequent ass licking of the prim gluers who want to have a permanent free LEA sim like Betty Tureaud, Art Blue, Mandel Solano, Venus Adored and Medora Chevalier. They can’t have their frequent hippie parties without the help of these LEA committee dummies.

And why should an avatar be banned? Everybody can mute or derender this avatar if they don’t want to see her or her performances? The answer is that she generates such an attention that the dictatorship is losing it’s influences on the processes as they planned it. On their terms and their conditions, as they don’t want to lose the privileges granted to them by the almighty Linden.

The fact that my brother Lemondo Oh offered me his LEA sim last November for a month freaked the hell out of the LEA NSA and they apparently decided this should never happen again. I found out when my friends Jo Williams and Mario Hellstein wanted to allow me on their LEA sims as they always do (those 2 also lick LEA asses to get their yearly free LEA sim).

Jo Williams: Aloha, test something for me plz ?:)

(and she send me a TP to see if I could enter her LEA sim)(Of course the border was highly secured as PatriciaAnne Daviau listen well to her role model Donald Trump how to build high walls)

SaveMe Oh: Banned from the region still, do your best.

Jo Williams: You tried the TP?

SaveMe Oh: Yes. You have to contact the dictators again.

Jo Williams: Hmm, they removed the option to allow you 1/1/17 apparently . . I told them you were cool on lea20 last year. . still no . . i said ” Oh ”

SaveMe Oh: Kill the fascists!

Jo Williams: Not before supper.

SaveMe Oh: But in time for the last supper.

Jo Williams: Did you fuck with someone here, last year?  (in their opinion)

SaveMe Oh: They ban me from all regions as default, after simowners have to request my presence again every new round

Jo Williams: Until now ..  they have removed that option.

SaveMe Oh: When you request it directly to them?

Jo Williams: Now, yes. To the one in charge of my sim.

SaveMe Oh: Who is your boss this time?

Jo Williams: Hmm, a new one, I will check with PatriciaAnne Daviau when she comes online.

SaveMe Oh: Which new one, you coward?

Jo Williams: Haha, ooh provocative . .:))

SaveMe Oh: Are you so afraid of them? That they might take back your pathetic sim?

Jo Williams: Hehehe – i am not afraid in rl of people either haha, and take it back, they can- Mario will still have his ahah.

SaveMe Oh: Then why you are afraid to tell who is your boss this time?

Jo Williams: Wait. I am making a notecard.

SaveMe Oh: Did they request an omerta?

Jo Williams: ometra – wtf is that?

SaveMe Oh: Oath of silence

Jo Williams: Wait. I am making a notecard. O;o gawd, you’re impatient.

SaveMe Oh: Every victim is impatient.

Then the evidence arrived in a notecard:

Jo Williams: Hello, sorry to interrupt, but can you arrange for SaveMe Oh to be allowed on LEA20 please 🙂 thank you

JMB Balogh: No sorry, she is permanently banned from LEA sims.

Jo Williams: Who has the authority?:) Last year the ban was lifted . . the blog said ”on request” ?:)

JMB Balogh: No the ban has not been lifted.

Jo Williams: Last year she was permitted onto LEA 20

JMB Balogh: I’m sorry Jo but as of January 1st 2017 she is permabanned on all LEA sims. No exceptions.

Jo Williams: Oh!

Time for a visit to some of the LEA sims to wish the LEA lickers a prim glueing 2017 with lots of happy ass licking.

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With Venus Adored

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With Art Blue

Art Blue: Hello. What I read here is posted without knowing the facts. Every LEA  grant holder can unban SaveMe Oh. Also a fact is which I have proof on many occasions that SaveMe Oh as soon as she is unbanned comes to this sim on Grand Openings and takes over the planned performances to make them to her own. SaveMe Oh calls it to contribute, but you can see this just a SPAMing with her particles and then she blogs it how long it took until she gots ejected

PatriciaAnne Daviau: Yes the committee has made the decision to perma ban SaveMe Oh from all LEA regions effective 1/1/2017.

Art Blue: I need glasses obviously SaveMe Oh did another step forward to get this now

PatriciaAnne Daviau: Just as JM stated

Cupido Oh: No, Art, you did a step forward in your support of a dictatorship

PatriciaAnne Daviau: and for the record I do not support Trump nor will I ever support him

 

The Tears Of A Clown

Josef K. send the LEA committee members a message about the behaviour of their King Lea during my IBook release event in his sim.

Josef K:

Because of Solo Mornington somewhat strange behavior at the book release party in my gallery yesterday I have sent this letter to all members of the LEA Committee:

When spanish writer Amaya Mendizabal asked me if I would write the prologue for an interactive iBook/eBook about Second Life artist SaveMe Oh that she was working on I was very proud. I felt it was an appreciation and approval of the work I have been doing for the art scene in Second Life as the owner of the Josef K Galleria dell’Arte.

To celebrate the publishing of the book by ‘Chabela Books’ in Spain, I hosted a release party in my gallery on June 9th with a planned performance by SaveMe Oh. I was looking forward to the release party as it was my first attempt to host an event.

Among the many participants at the party I noticed the member of the LEA Committee, Solo Mornington. But Solo Mornington, whom I have never met nor spoken with before, didn’t come to celebrate or to have a fun evening. At least not fun in the way I use the word.

As soon as SaveMe Oh started her performance, Solo Mornington rezzed a thick white fog over my land that made it impossible to see what SaveMe Oh was doing. And for 90 minutes he was very abusive doing his best to destroy the party that I had been looking forward to host.

Solo's intervention

I have always had the greatest respect for what LEA has been doing for the art world in Second Life and I have frequently been visiting the LEA sims to enjoy the many art projects LEA has been hostings. Hence, the behavior that Solo Mornington turned up with at my event was quite surprising.

I therefor have two question for the members of the LEA Committee:

1) Is destroying art events in Second Life, the way Solo Mornington did in my gallery, characteristic for the way LEA works?

2) And if not – what consequences will Solo Mornington’s behavior as a member of the LEA Committee have for Solo Mornington’s future involvement with LEA?

I am looking forward to your response.

Josef K

But Solo’s answer is already on his Secondlife page where he weeps bitter tears about how he could be so dumb.

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Solo Mornington: Intervention at the troll’s book thingie.

My apologies to Josef K, but yah.

Yah so yesterday I did a thing. It might not have been the wisest thing or the most prudent thing, but I’m here to take the blame or the praise or the jeers or the accolades or the complete utter indifference. But the most important thing is that I put the LEA at risk and I shouldn’t have, but I did so there you go.

SaveMe Oh is a horrible person who gets off on abusing other people. And to have that dynamic celebrated in a book about performance art is beyond broken. I really want to support art and books about art in SL, and in fact I’ve devoted a huge pile of time and effort and money towards that end, scraped my way through untold stories of ego, narcissism, and politics, just so artists can do things for free.

So I showed up at the book release and said my peace and did my darndest to shit in the punchbowl. In a way, this is an homage to SaveMe Oh’s work, because that’s all it is. But also, I slimed a lot of other people and ruined the day for some people who had worked really hard on making a thing happen.

Unfortunately, that’s what the world looks like in the realm of SaveMe Oh. Enter her orbit at your own peril.

So if I was a dick to you yesterday and you feel it was unjust, then I apologize. If I was a dick to you yesterday and you feel it was just, then let’s be friends because you are the buddha.

Vick Forcella: That’s clearly disturbing the peace.

Solo Mornington: Very definitely.

Vick Forcella: I don’t know what happened and what you did. LEA does not depend on one single person afaik, so it has never been at risk. I am quite sure the things you do are with thought and not at random. Show me the one that doesn’t make mistakes.

Oh, for future reference … Last three paragraphs

http://wiki.secondlife.com/wiki/Linden_Lab_Official:Linden_Endowment_for_the_Arts

If a person or object threatens to disturb an event or an exhibition, event staff should follow the steps below:

Notify by shout or IM that the Resident is disrupting the event.

If the Resident does not comply, move closer to the Resident and repeat the message above. If moving to the Resident is not possible, repeat the warning in IM or by shout.

If the Resident still does not reply, you are allowed to freeze the avatar in place.

If you are unable to freeze the avatar and the avatar has ignored multiple requests, you may eject the avatar.

Whenever you freeze or eject a Resident, you should follow up as soon as practical with:

A note to the avatar explaining why the action was taken.

A note in the avatar’s profile “My Notes” with the details of the incident in case you are abuse reported by the Resident in question.

In the case of a clear griefing episode, file an Abuse Report (AR) for the avatar immediately, clearly noting that the griefing incident is taking place on LEA land, and eject the avatar. Please note that ARs should and can be submitted by anyone in a LEA Region.

Uccello Poultry: No worries, Solo. By now folks should know that you are a true mensch.

Marianne Mccann: Solo: I’d be lying if I did not say that we have had our issues before (a past Rumble comes to mind), but I also believe it goes a very long way when one realizes what they did and apologizes for it. We all have our days.

And of course, I also am no fan of SaveMe ( I tend to have a “do not engage/ban on sight” policy with her). I may have even thought “someone should go do a bunch of particles and attachments at that thing” thought. So really, I am in no place to blame you: you’ve ‘dealt’ with her antics far more than I.

I’m also have made my own mistakes in my time, such as staying a wee bit too long at a certain event in the Mosh region that one time. I hurt folks then without even realizing I had. I grew, I learned from my errors.

You’ve done a great deal to support the arts, LEA, and Second Life as a whole. Yes, you made a big mistake yesterday, but if one puts this on one side of a scale, and the other things on the other… well, it doesn’t erase the bad, but it does outweigh it.

Keep being you.

Livio Korobase: I don’t understand why a LEA committee member have to be a robot. You did what you felt to do and i hope this was right for you. I am not a judge, and i am not interested on verbal fights and climbing on the mirrors, as all this talks appear. I followed a bit the question on FB, and this make me very sad. No one appear thinking really at people, all are taken just on try to seem smart and cool, telling the most stupid things. A vanity fair.

To see what damage Solo Mornington did see the videos from the event. The damage was ZERO. Because SL gives us tools to mute and derender so you don’t have to see what you don’t want to see. That makes the banning of SaveMe Oh just an ordinary power game from a wannabe dictator afraid that people would prefer to see the work of SaveMe Oh instead of his own shit.  So Solo Mornington is always welcome at a SaveMe Oh event but at LEA they have to call the troops, install border patrols, use IP bans and endless procedures to discuss her banning. FUCK THEM! FUCK the cowards of the committee: Jayjay Zifanwe, Secret Rage, LaPiscean Liberty, Honour McMillan, PatriciaAnne Daviau, Oberon Onmura and King Lea himself; Solo Mornington.

Despotism Is Secretly Granting Probation Based On Self Acclaimed Rules

Are you familiar with the names of these virtual dictators? They may look like nice people but they are already years responsible for gardening the Linden LEA sims for art on their own conditions. When they like your virtual nose you might get a piece of land, when you won’t lick their ass, they may ban you without notice for years.

I the jury

Honour McMillan

Jayjay Zifanwe

LaPiscean Liberty

Oberon Onmura

PatriciaAnne Daviau

Quan Lavender

Solo Mornington

First they banned me practically everywhere on Linden LEA land and try to persuade me to fill in their ridiculous appeal forms to get my freedom to go where I want back. Owners of a LEA sim had to lick their asses if they insist of having me there. The arrogant Solo Mornington couldn’t resist showing with great pleasure how he was able to hold me down and under is thumb as he wanted, as if he was the almighty god of LEA.

And now, in secret, without any message, I can go again to the LEA sims. Did they feel ashamed about their despotic behaviour after the Charlie Hebdo attacks? Was it just a mistake when they restart the sim? Or did they finally realise that sims who are not visited by SaveMe Oh can be considered as dead and lost.

Killing god

But why I still can’t go to LEA 1 to 8? And the sandbox LEA 5? Still some restrictions, or did the LEA slave Secret Rage demand this condition. We will not know as despotism is never known for is transparent policies.

slave Secret Rage demand this condition. We will not know as despotism is never known for is transparent policies.

Aview On Freedom And Compassionate Muting

I received an invitation for this:

Coping with Difficult People: “Mute-er, don’t Mutter”

We all encounter “difficult people” in our lives- in RL and in SL. This engaging series of workshops has been a huge hit so far. We are learning specific techniques that can help us to cope well. When we know how to deal with difficult people in a way that honors them AND honors ourselves, we are using skills that strengthen our community.

But when I want to go there I found out I was banned from the region.

I the jury

SaveMe Oh: You also have a workshop how to deal with dictators in our virtual life?

Sister Abeyante: hehehe…well, the entire series will help. Today we focus on “compassionate muting” LOL- unique to SL.

SaveMe Oh: And do you have space on Guantanamo Bay to lock them up?

Sister Abeyante: Hehehe Nope.

SaveMe Oh: And if you are banned from this region how you should join this workshop? Or is that pre-compassionate banning?

LaPiscean Liberty: Even though they may not know the answer to your question Save, I’m sure you do. I’m getting tired of every time someone’s post something; you have to make it about you, and your issues. Please stop this.

SaveMe Oh: As long you and you associate rulers keep on denying the freedom of every human being I won’t stop, Ask Sony Pictures how it feels to be censored all the time. And wasn’t the subject: Coping with Difficult People??? Assholes! Pretending to be good and doing exactly the opposite. It’s disgusting.

Afroze4all: Are u ok save?

SaveMe Oh: And here is the next censorship action: [08:42]  Secret Rage: You have been ejected from ‘Aview TV’ by Secret Rage.

SaveMe Oh: You see how it works here? Freedom of speech???

Afroze4all: U being mean on their ass

Secret Rage: We do not tolerate bullies period

LaPiscean Liberty: Save start your own group of protest

Afroze4all: Therez freedom of speech and at same time freedom of dignity and respect. Like responsibility towards others.

SaveMe Oh: This had never anything to do with bullying, that what you would like to call it, that’s the easiest.

Secret Rage: That is all you EVER do. We will not tolerate it

Afroze4all: Save may be trying to get attention. Sadly I do like ur sims. U r good artist

SaveMe Oh: Ask about dignity and respect to Secret Rage who censors movies and rule the show as she only likes it.

Secret Rage: Nope-just yours and you know why

Afroze4all: If she censor then it’s wrong for sure

LaPiscean Liberty: Do you setup your art and performances outside the front door of Galleries that won’t let you in, in real life?

SaveMe Oh: I am a good artist fighting for my rights

LaPiscean Liberty: Yes you are a good artist

SaveMe Oh: And my rights are killed by people like LaPiscean and Secret Rage

Afroze4all: It’s not important that everyone should agree with that we think as right

LaPiscean Liberty: I think it more a case of self destruction SaveMe!

Afroze4all: They may have their own views. Ignore and move on

SaveMe Oh: Who want to OWN and RULE

Secret Rage: No you kill them yourself-with rights go responsibilities

SaveMe Oh: I always move on, that’s why they hate it so much. When they had guts they would let me do my things. But they prefer to be just as Kim Jung Un. 100 movies in AviewTV that I can’t access myself. The ultimate censorship.

Secret Rage: You had your warning on numerous occasions.

LaPiscean Liberty: you may order any or all content down Save, that’s your right

SaveMe Oh: Fuck your warnings. I don’t allow dictators to warn me. I don’t respect dictators

Secret Rage: Finally…someone who doesn’t cave in to your bullying 😉 Well this is your last warning in this group too

LaPiscean Liberty: Personally, I don’t care what you allow

SaveMe Oh: I consider them the filth of the earth

Secret Rage: We can now keep you from rejoining

LaPiscean Liberty: Just like you

SaveMe Oh: You never want people to join, you want to boss them around

Secret Rage: So act like an adult

SaveMe Oh: I think I am the only one acting as an adult, fighting for freedom. You should do the same. But you prefer to keep your own little incestual world turning.

LaPiscean Liberty: As far as possible without surrender, yes.

Afroze4all: Anyway if someone here with machinima experience like to colab for one small movie on small girl IM me.

SaveMe Oh: Surrender is asked from nobody, just freedom and the right to decide yourself. And not two censors deciding for the rest of the world

Secret Rage: Start your own group-you will have all the freedom you want.

SaveMe Oh: I have several groups dumbo.

LaPiscean Liberty: Use them please

SaveMe Oh: Thats not the subject

Secret Rage: You do not have the RIGHT to be on Aview- you don’t own it or us. It is a community group

SaveMe Oh: No thats clear I have not any right. Thats exactly the subject. You have all the rights and all the rest of us have to shut up.

Secret Rage: No… it’s a non-issue.

SaveMe Oh: You decide for us thats a non issue.

SaveMe Oh: We all encounter “difficult people” in our lives- in RL and in SL.

This engaging series of workshops has been a huge hit so far. We are learning specific techniques that can help us to cope well. When we know how to deal with difficult people in a way that honors them AND honors ourselves, we are using skills that strengthen our community.

SaveMe Oh: You are all such a fake!

Hear, Hear!!!

Sometimes I feel I am the only voice in the wilderness but with christmas getting close my poor heart was warmed with the following comments in a discussion I had inside the OPEN THIS END group on Facebook. It all started when they began to promote the Transcending Borders Challenge from UWA (University of Western Australia) where they, instead of transcending borders, choose to censor a movie of Nicole X which had religious content.

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Challenge UWA censor Jayjay Zifanwe to transcend his borders

I wrote: Its shocking to see that even here UWA is promoted. These people are killing art. Keep on sleeping, all you organisers who want to lift on the popularity and the work of artists

Coffee Art:  I think SaveMe Oh is right in one point It’s fine to help artists, yes, but the way it’s done is also very important. We are going to speak frankly. What is improvable? It’s fundamental that Linden, LEA, and UWA change, urgently, some very important things. -For example, the way LEA grants sims, and also the way they select artists for exhibits, their selection of commissioners, the composition of judges, and the most important thing: the people that form the deciding committee, that is, the members of LEA.
– At this time, and for years, the reality is that all this responsibility, that is in part the future of the virtual world, is in the hands of people that know absolutely nothing about art. Or anything about the real and the virtual.
– At this time, and for years, those who have made decisions in the virtual world, the members of LEA, for example, (except two very stand-out exceptions), the rest of the LEA members are amateurs or
fans of the art world, who like art, but they like the protagonism that they have in the virtual world even more. A protagonism that they do not reach, not even close, in the real world. The egos of these ignorant fans of art is what is trending in the virtual world.
-They are just fans, with the least amount of cultural preparation, and no artistic preparation, that are deciding the future of impressive vanguard artists, very serious and committed creators. These
incompetent LEA fans decide, because Linden lets them, as do we with our passivity, what is or isn’t artistic quality, the artists that deserve to be on exhibit or not. They are leading LEA and influencing everyone else. These amateurs decide who will or will not
exhibit in the Linden sims, in LEA. They decide who will do the exhibits and who the best artists are. And since they do not have a cultural or artistic base, the selection criteria is based on their personal preference, which is that of a practically uneducated mediocre fan. They decide, though lacking knowledge and artistic criteria, based on affinity and friendship, generating an unsightly and poisoned dictatorship around them.
– These amateurs are killing the essence of virtual art. These fans that totally lack knowledge about virtual art and art in general are those that lead LEA and those that decide on the lists and the future of the artists. As their criteria is subjective, according to who they like as a person, their power brings them to making a dictatorial third-world policy of favoritism, an oligopoly, with incompetent decisions, and so, they are surrounded by an entourage of lame-asses that try to be the selected.
– This situation is what constitutes Nepotism. If you don’t walk on water for these 4 fans that lead the LEA, and we all know who they are, and that they don’t know the first thing about art, you don’t have the possibility of exhibiting because they are not going to choose you or promote you.
– This is just a shame, something that needs to be changed urgently, out of respect for artists, for those that are actually art professionals, out of respect for virtual art and because it is an invasion of competence and an attack on those that are true professionals and that know art.
-Professional infiltration is a total lack of respect for artists, for commissioners, and for spectators, but, in addition, it is grave law fraud when a person who is not a professional is made to pass as a professional and carry out functions and take on responsibilities and decisions as if he or she was; in fact, in the real world, it is so serious that it constitutes an important crime. In addition, just for effectiveness, it is evident that the results of a bad amateur selection are necessarily poor and affect everyone. For the well-being of art and artists, it is necessary and urgent that we change all of this. This is what we urge LEA, Linden, and UWA, for example, to change; urgent.

Aino Baar: Coffee Art, (which is the alt of Aino Baar) Dear colleague, you always send high passion in your words but I totally agree you in the background. All of you know that I agree with the idea to change the composition of LEA, also the juries of the challenges, etc. The members who decide they have to be, “must be”, excellent art professionals. If we think, as we believe, that Virtual Worlds and the creators are great, serious and they are changing the world of art, we all need to present great professionals in front of all that. We don’t need the opposite, people-fans, aficionados, playing to be important in virtual worlds with no idea of art. This is not a joke, nor a play. This is something real important: the new art of the century and these excellent artists are the protagonists of the change. They deserve highest quality, hard work and seriousness.

Arte Art: LEA (Linden Endowment of Arts) was created by Linden Labs to promote and develop the virtual art and to serve for the best to artists. At the begining, and as an abstract idea, LEA is an initiative of Linden which is brilliant, philanthropic, generous, respectful, and a fantastic future art project. It would change the art of this century. And will do it soon when changes LEA’s actual members committee.

And you, LEA’s committee members, what have you done with that magnificent goal and responsibility that Linden gave to you, that Linden did with their best intentions, and put the responsibility to develop it on your hands?
It has been alleged that some of you have prostituted this amazing and noble spirit putting people as member, to decide, that have no cultural base, nor artistic. Their specialization in RL is, for example, to be professional cabinet divination. You know the people, you know the names we are talking about. Btw, are committing fraud.

Some of you have sunk, so unethically, using LEA for your own interests.
Some of you have become LEA a platform for your personal power, with direct or indirect benefits.

Some of you have used the blackmail, threats, pressure, extortion, to achieve your purposes and personal benefits.

Some of you you knew it, but you preferred to look to the other way; it was easier and more comfortable to not get into troubles.

Some of you knew that they were committing injustices, you have letters denouncing all that, knowing that this cronyism and abuse of power was the day by day, and you, LEA, did nothing. It was easier to think all that wasn’t true.

LEA, you have betrayed the spirit of high-mindedness and generosity of Linden Labs and the confidence of all artists and art lovers. Linden created a wonder thing in the beginning, but you LEA have become it into banana trash project, bad taste and no quality.

Now, LEA is a land without law, or the unique used is something similar to mafia’s law. If you friend or if you give something interesting… you’d have opportunities at this land. A total disgrace.

You LEA have squandered so many great opportunities … You are like Atila’s horse, where it spend, no longer growing creative grass. What a shame!

For everyone’s sake, for the sake of SL, for the sake of Linden, they absolutely don’t deserve all this. For the sake of artists and for the sake of art, they also don’t deserve all this garbage, we ask Gift Christmas:

I Am A Blonde Haired Blue Eyed Catholic Woman

Because one of my recent movies contains an image on a wall and on the floor where we see the avatar Quan Lavender having a hole drilled in her stomach, this movie is over and over removed from the machinima channel AviewTV where I have all my other movies. And now they completely denied my access. When LaPiscean Liberty was in charge of this channel this kind of censorship would not take place but now he made Secret Rage boss there. A woman who has her arm deep in the A of LEA. And who is her boss there? Guess… Quan Lavender succeeds after taking over LEA to get in charge of AviewTV too. So we see those gallery- and simowners and wannabe blog celebrities slowly taking over the ruling everywhere so they can decide what for you, simple audience, is good to see or not. The days of censorship are completely back and it will not take long before Quan Lavender will get a nice gift from Finland, maybe not a horse but a huge Finnish reindeer to experience his drilling skills.

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SaveMe Oh: Can’t you set up a special SaveMe Oh channel to release me from the other idiots you surround yourself with?

LaPiscean Liberty: Not outside building you your own site but I can do that if you’re in the market

SaveMe Oh: Market??? Don’t swear!

LaPiscean Liberty: I know what you mean and the answer is no Save

SaveMe Oh: So I really have to talk with that thing called Secret Rage?

LaPiscean Liberty: If it has to do with AviewTV yes.

SaveMe Oh: I once had so high hopes on you.

LaPiscean Liberty: Really, I never knew that.

SaveMe Oh: You could have known when you saw me uploading all my movies. Now it seems I have wasted my time and can’t even access my own stuff

LaPiscean Liberty: All over one video.

SaveMe Oh: Yes, and a complete harmless one, that’s even more frightening. Suicides, murder, nudity, no problem. But this one OMG

LaPiscean Liberty: The damn thing starts with Quan Lavender giving her boyfriend a blowjob, not cool.

SaveMe Oh: No, her boyfriend is perforating her stomach with a huge horsedick, completely unreal, so…satire. And only on a picture in a frame on a wall, not even moving

LaPiscean Liberty: You sound jealous

SaveMe Oh: I am not jealous as I never had the pleasure to understand what is exiting about virtual sex

LaPiscean Liberty: It’s an issue you will have to make up with Secret Rage, no matter how minute your hopes are on me now. Maybe that’s your problem lol. Its 90% in the head anyway

SaveMe Oh: Yes I fear so, but I will keep trying, one day she will piss more people of with her rigid censorship and you will have to take over again. A policewoman can’t run an art channel.

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SaveMe Oh: Will you keep on censor one of the greatest machinima artists of our time?

Secret Rage: It is not censorship but common sense that keeps your film off of AviewTV. It is a site that we as a community are proud of- and like to share with the general public. You have been suspended from your account at AviewTV due to your total disregard for what you have been told regarding the posting of your video that does not meet the criteria for being represented on the channel. You were told on more than one occasion that Aview is not the place for either explicit sexual acts or attacks on other individuals. It is not fair and exceedingly selfish in regard to the other filmmakers who DO post appropriate content – nor is it fair to the other viewers of the channel to expose them to films that show this kind of material. Though you have said you would stop posting it- you have not. Therefore this is the remedy. We will not remove the films that you have there currently- but you will no longer be allowed to post new material.

LaPiscean is now heading up our latest network site and has put me solely in charge of AviewTV. The decisions made there are mine to make and this one will not be rescinded…there will be no arguing.

Guess she means end of discussion! But no.

SaveMe Oh: Is my latest movie in your weekly film wrap? In the place where you also have me banned? (The AviewTV LEA sim)

Secret Rage: The one that was acceptable is, yes.

SaveMe Oh: And when you show it, will you tell the people that because of you, artists don’t have the freedom of create what they want? That you think you can be a judge on what an audience has to see or not? Like a good secret police? You know art is the first thing that is been killed in a totalitarian system?

Secret Rage: I said I will not argue with you-I meant it.

SaveMe Oh: You know not arguing is an ISIS method?

Secret Rage: smiles- I am a blonde haired blue eyed Catholic woman- I am pretty sure ISIS doesn’t figure into it. And now I have better things to do-have a good day

SaveMe Oh: You know Catholicism is a fundamentalist religion?

Secret Rage: I know this conversation is over. Goodbye.

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Another blogger, Ziki Questi, has less problems with art

Now, Gods, Stand Up For Bastards!

Artists always react with a certain surprise when I tell them that the LEA dictatorship, lead by Solo Mornington, Jayjay Zifanwe, LaPiscean Liberty and Quan Lavender and licked clean every day by Eupalinos Ugajin, keep me and more or less every alt connected to me banned there. The reaction is always the same; “I don’t see you on the banlist” not knowing that the trick of the dictatorship is to do this in secret with the tool of region ban, visible for no one. Even my own dear wife Rose Borchovski seems not aware what the bastards are doing there and meanwhile telling people about the fate of artists during the Stalin years. And friends like Soror Nishi, even when I asked directly, didn’t do much to get me unbanned in LEA 8 for the Russian Avantgarde expo.

And now that Conchita wins the Eurovision song contest with the song Rise Like A Phoenix that stands for diversity and tolerance, who rises up like a phoenix??? The one and only man who make my Conchita wax drip, Igor Ballyhoo.

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I wanted to run directly into his arms at his new exhibit in LEA 6 but sharp banlines kept us separated like if we were still on both sides of the iron curtain.

So I send him with a pounding heart an IM while the Duke of Arado called me on facebook already again a fascist smelling blood…

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SaveMe Oh: Igor dear, can you make sure Jayjay unbans me in LEA6 so I can visit your exhibition?

Igor Ballyhoo: I don’t think you are banned here, I don’t think anyone is. List of banned residents is empty

SaveMe Oh: They banned me on all LEA, and only if an artist requests my presence they change that. Pixels and Mimesis and Mac did so in LEA 10, 25 and 21

Igor Ballyhoo: I will request remove of all bans

SaveMe Oh: Thank you

Igor Ballyhoo: Nothing to thank me for, I requested your ban just in cases when it was amusing me, it is nothing personal

SaveMe Oh: I never assumed it was personal; the idiots around you try to make it personal

Igor Ballyhoo: You had your fun from it; I had mine, so…

SaveMe Oh: that’s the reason for being in SL I hope, to have some fun

Igor Ballyhoo: one of reasons, more of side effect

Igor Ballyhoo: biggest reason for me is because I can build even big and complicated things without money and without thinking where to keep them after I make them

SaveMe Oh: We should have married after all

Igor Ballyhoo: I never understood that joke I must admit

SaveMe Oh: It’s not a joke, it’s a storyline

SaveMe Oh: Nothing personal

Igor Ballyhoo: ok, I never understood that storyline

Igor Ballyhoo: then again, I never understood Shakespeare too, find it complete shit

SaveMe Oh: Now there we have a reason we should never marry

Igor Ballyhoo: like the “titanic” of his time or twilight saga or what ever

SaveMe Oh: Now imagine King Lear making that artist statement of yours on a stage: Pure genius!

King Lear: “In whole university of sensations, thoughts, opinions and other kinds of influences created by human since beginning I am more impressed by the energy they spend to convince others that their way is only right one then by ideas that they try to spread. ORTHOS (“right”, “true”, “straight”) + DOXA (“opinion” or “belief”) is always reminding me of question which clock is most accurate in universe? Closest to answer of that would be “the one that doesn’t work since it shows exact time twice a day” and I doubt even that. Our knowledge about existence is so modest that in the spirit of non working clock most accurate answer to question how did everything start would be “HOW THE FUCK WOULD WE KNOW”. And I am quite comfortable with not knowing, it gives me space to accept any possible scenario, “GOD made us”, “GOD doesn’t exist”, “all started with the big bang”, “who said we are actually existing”, “we do exist and in more dimensions then one”… For me, it is all possible and everything is improbable, since – how the fuck would I know? “

Igor Ballyhoo: I can imagine but Shakespeare was too boring to do it

SaveMe Oh: That’s why we have me now to do it

Igor Ballyhoo: btw I absolutely must thank you

SaveMe Oh: I think so too

Igor Ballyhoo: recently I seen some pic of some build with Igor Ballyhoo on it

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Igor Ballyhoo: forgot who showed me pic

SaveMe Oh: Even when you don’t want I make you famous

SaveMe Oh: That’s called love

Igor Ballyhoo: and I must say that you are absolutely biggest fan of Igor Ballyhoo that ever existed, I was sure no one would mention B after few years of silence, yet you and group around you kept name alive

SaveMe Oh: That’s why my name is SaveMe

Igor Ballyhoo: might be most fucked up fan club after Charles Mansons and GG allins but still is very dedicated

SaveMe Oh: Better than nothing

The Free AviewTV Peace Talks

After contributing more than 100 movies and promoting this website for machinima, the censors of AviewTV decided last week that my movie DISAPPEARS FOR A WHILE could not be part of the network. The only reason given is the fact that Quan Lavender flagged the movie down.

Now is it true that Quan Lavender’s avatar is to see nude in connection with the large horse dick of her now virtual husband Scatterheart Aboma. They appear on large paintings in the museum that function as stage in the first 30 seconds of the movie. SaveMe Oh even seems busy to removed the evidence of the nametag of Quan Lavender in one of the paintings and it is also clear this picture was from before the wedding. Could that be an issue?

A question that remains is what are the rights of a pixelate cartoon image.

After I did several attempts to upload the movie last weekend the AviewTV blocked my access to Aview TV: You do not have permission to access this page.

SaveMe Oh: Did you deny me access to the AviewTV website?

LaPiscean Liberty: Yes, it’s not your screen or browser

SaveMe Oh: And is this gonna stay like this?

LaPiscean Liberty: I think this really depends more on you

SaveMe Oh: So you have more than 100 movies of me on your site but I can’t see it?

LaPiscean Liberty: You may order them down if you wish. I wish you wouldn’t. What I want isn’t that hard Save. But what you want is very hard

SaveMe Oh: What I want isn’t that hard either, no censorship

LaPiscean Liberty: life is censored ok

SaveMe Oh: Yes, but not on these grounds

LaPiscean Liberty: I can’t see you using someone else, to make that statement

SaveMe Oh: You are the only one censoring me on this, what can I do else?

LaPiscean Liberty: You can give me your word you won’t put that video in its present form on the site. That doesn’t mean change and leave the same pics in it. The same avatar if it isn’t her she can’t order it down

SaveMe Oh: Did she confirm it’s her? Are you sure it is not my alt?

LaPiscean Liberty: Evidence shows you posted earlier on blog. And Save, do me a favour. If you gonna print this stuff, please fix my spelling, please

SaveMe Oh: (I always fix your spelling as far as a foreigner can do that)

SaveMe Oh: Did you do a pixel identity check? Do you also think the Solo Mornington character in some other movies is Solo Mornington?

LaPiscean Liberty: No I didn’t. Because he wouldn’t do the character for ya, I think

SaveMe Oh: The Solo Mornington avatar you can buy in a shop, what if the Quan Lavender is also for sale?

SaveMe Oh: What makes an avatar so unique that you treat it as a human?

LaPiscean Liberty: Well that couldn’t exist with her ok

SaveMe Oh: Does she have an exclusive right on that avi?

LaPiscean Liberty: You keeping looking for a loop hole Save and Aview is just small video community. What’s the big deal? It’s on Vimeo

SaveMe Oh: I wish to find out why you censor things like that. I can’t believe it for somebody who likes art.

LaPiscean Liberty: No, that’s not what you want to know

SaveMe Oh: Yes I do, as you even make any kind of satire impossible

LaPiscean Liberty: What you want to know is if you account is going to reinstated or not

SaveMe Oh: That also.

LaPiscean Liberty: Everything else is an interview

SaveMe Oh: I do interviews to get a clear image why people act as if they do. When they pretend to be open and honest and change in sneaky and opportunistic

LaPiscean Liberty: I’m acting in behalf of an Adman’s request, plain and simple job

LaPiscean Liberty: You know what happening and please, don’t have others upload your video

SaveMe Oh: I feel the need to be defended for my work after more than 100 uploads

LaPiscean Liberty: I do defend your work

LaPiscean Liberty: I don’t defend your right to infringe on the rights of others

SaveMe Oh: I am not infringe the right of anybody

SaveMe Oh: I made a cartoon, an animation, and you talk about rights of people. Are you out of your mind?

LaPiscean Liberty: Strange, at this very moment I was asking myself that question

SaveMe Oh: I also ask myself this question

LaPiscean Liberty: you offer no terms, only demands

SaveMe Oh: I offer art and you try to stop that

As I couldn’t upload the movie myself anymore I indeed asked my colleague Glasz DeCuir to upload the movie under my channel and she did. And I might ask some more colleagues to do the same.

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Later that evening my friend Larkworthy Antfarm uploaded a movie to YouTube (see previous post on this weblog) and I send the link to LaPiscean Liberty as I thought it was quite relevant for the topic

SaveMe Oh: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_5bMdRE0QBg

LaPiscean Liberty: Wow, That’s a damn good show Save. Great filming by Lark too

SaveMe Oh: When she offers it to AviewTV better watch it closely as people might be offended

LaPiscean Liberty: Well if she does I sure will promote it 🙂

SaveMe Oh: Until one of your securitate will flag it down

LaPiscean Liberty: Well don’t tell me what to look for ok? Let me doing on my own. I just watched it

SaveMe Oh: I only help you out, before you are again whistled back by your “friends”.

LaPiscean Liberty: lol. Unlike yourself Save, I really don’t have that many

SaveMe Oh: Now don’t ask me to marry you

LaPiscean Liberty: I just wanna watch lol

SaveMe Oh: Then don’t censor, in my latest movie I advise the first minute

LaPiscean Liberty: Is the revision up

SaveMe Oh: I don’t censor my own work

LaPiscean Liberty: Put the revision on Vimeo and I look at it, if cool, I put it on site myself and reinstate account

SaveMe Oh: I will never redo the movie.

LaPiscean Liberty: That’s fine but do you agree to keep it off aview or put it on AviewTV but remain private

SaveMe Oh: I don’t agree, but what can I do? You play the deciding dictator. Whatever I say. What means private???

LaPiscean Liberty: You have option if video is public or private

SaveMe Oh: And when it is private I can allow people to see it?

LaPiscean Liberty: Well your friends. People that you have connected with on AviewTV. But not general public no

SaveMe Oh: Friends inside AviewTV? Ok. And I can campaign to make friends there?

LaPiscean Liberty: Don’t start a bunch of shit for me Save. I really don’t have the time

SaveMe Oh: No, but I will call people to become my friend there, and when they want it’s their free choice, isn’t it?

LaPiscean Liberty: yes of course

SaveMe Oh: Ok deal

LaPiscean Liberty: We are talking like we know each other right. Don’t give me reason to just put it all aside.

SaveMe Oh: I fight my battles all in the open. Not like your friends in the dark. In my case I allow people to make up their own mind, not tell them what they have to think

LaPiscean Liberty: Really, well if I find the video public because your finger slipped, this too, will be till the cows come home. If ya don’t want me to trust ya, say so

SaveMe Oh: I think I am more to trust than the sharks you surround yourself with

LaPiscean Liberty: As a Pisces, I may swim the sunlit, superficial water of the shallow, but not think I can’t dive to the deepest darkest, depth of your imagination. -)-(-

SaveMe Oh: It’s the imagination of the viewer you have to question, not from the messenger.

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Floor pics SaveMe Oh also censored during RL exhibition!